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Before entering the café, Kazuki stopped at one of the windows to look at his reflection. He fixed his hair and fiddled with how his clothes were laying. Was he underdressed? Overdressed? He wanted to look casual, but presentable, and that was a tightrope he wasn’t used to walking. He couldn’t tell from the inside-out. Would he look let he was trying too hard? Not hard enough? Today, what really mattered was someone else’s opinion, and he didn’t have any idea of their preferences.

He lingered for a bit too long, and eventually just had to give up and go in, even if he wasn’t entirely satisfied with himself. But as soon as he came to the counter, he found a new hurdle he had to jump over—what should he order? For one, it was springtime, and was one of those days where a hot drink could be too hot, but a cold drink could be too cold. Did he want coffee? If he got the sweet sort of drink he actually liked, would they think he was too feminine? But if he got something bitter, would they be able to see the displeasure on his face while drinking it, and think he was trying too hard? And the pastries looked so good, he really wanted the one with the strawberries…

By the time he was next in line, he was in such a state of awkward, anxious silence that the barista had to interrupt his quickly derailing train of thought with a quiet, “Sir?” Kazuki snapped to attention, stuttered out the beginning of about 5 different orders that he changed his mind on as soon as they came out of his mouth, in the wrong language, and eventually gave into fate and meekly asked for whatever the house recommended today.

He couldn’t help but sigh as he sat down at an empty table. It had really been too long since the last time he had been on a date. Entering the café with the intention to meet someone felt like stepping foot on an alien planet. It didn't help that English was still difficult for him, and he wasn't totally situated in a different country yet. He came to the designated meeting place extra early because he suspected he’d need a solid 10 minutes alone to calm his nerves. And he was completely correct.

Kazuki thanked the waitress when she brought him his previously recommended latte, and he was relieved to find that it wasn’t so bitter he couldn’t handle drinking it. He could have gone for a cookie or something too, but this would have to do. He took a deep breath, let it out onto his drink, and let the resulting steam rise up around his face as he reached into his pocket to pull out his phone. It was almost the time that had been agreed upon.

He didn’t know anything about his date aside from the fact that their mutual friend was certain they’d be a good match. His expectations weren’t sky high or anything, but he was hopeful. Even if things didn’t pan out, at least he’d get the chance to dip his toes into the waters of intimate relationships, so to speak, before he jumped back in again. Things could only get better from there.

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Date: 2021-10-03 02:25 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
Somehow Deuce had managed to calm himself by the time he left his apartment. He was as put together as could be and well, it was just coffee right? Just a little coffee date with a complete stranger. Nothing to worry about. At all.

He kept repeating it to himself and then froze up when he actually got to the café. Deuce swallowed and felt himself go pale for a split second. Then he shook his head. No, it's just coffee, nothing more. No commitment. If it goes well, it goes well. If not, well the worse that happens is you never see each other gain.

Taking a deep breath he stepped in and looked around, trying to find who he was supposed to meet. He'd been told that they'd probably get along, but that wasn't much to go by. He probably should have asked for a few more details when they'd set this up. Then he remembered that he'd been given their number and after a moment decided to send a text.

Hello! We're supposed to meet today, right? Well I'm here, the guy in the blue and black jacket, so if you could wave to me, that'd be great.

Was that really, really dumb sounding? Was this how blind dates were supposed to work? Granted, if Deuce had been given anymore info, he'd have psyched himself out a little too much. He could feel his heart beating rapidly though. He should have come early so he could just get himself a coffee or something. He'd have had time to steel his nerves. Instead he was awkwardly on time.

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Date: 2021-10-06 05:16 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
Deuce's turned at the voice and saw the waving guy. "Oh!" He put his phone away and walked over to him and then, stood there for a moment. Well he was good looking at least. Very good looking. And cute. Which was now making him more nervous.

"H-hi. I mean, hello," Deuce forced himself to not stumble over his words, somehow. "You're Kazuki then, right?" Otherwise this was going to become a billion times more embarrassing. "I'm Deuce though. I wasn't late, I was?" He feels like a fidgety mess now.

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Date: 2021-10-06 09:47 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
He took his hand and shook it, grip firm. "Oh I see..." he relaxed a little bit. There was a bit of an accent there, but nothing that he couldn't understand either.

"Did you order already?" And then he saw the latte and yep, he definitely had. "If you don't mind, I'm going to quickly go order something and then I'll be right back, alright? Were you going to eat anything?" He's trying so hard to not be awkward that it's probably making him come off even more stiff in the process.

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Date: 2021-10-11 12:56 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
He nodded and hurried to get his order. Nothing too exciting, just a latte, with some hazelnut in it this time. Once he put the order down, he walked back over, having calmed down a bit.

"Alright then..." He nodded to himself. "I guess we should start with introductions then, huh?" Or something like that right? That's what you did. "I'm Deuce. Deuce Spade. It's good to meet you!" Oh he said that a little too loud. "Oh sorry. I'm just really excited." He rubbed the back of his neck.

Oh god does that sound a little too... desperate? Well no it doesn't, but what if it does? A lot of people consider him kind of dumb and awkward for an Alpha. No suave demeanor here.. It's probably why he's never really dated much. This is his chance to get over that, but he's already being embarrassing.

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Date: 2021-10-13 08:39 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
"No problem. I'll just make sure to pay attention..." he he froze up a little, now not sure what to say at all from there. "So..." Oh thank god a staff member brought his latte over. He nodded to them and then took a sip, bracing himself further. He hadn't had any coffee this morning, least he make himself too jittery since they were meeting in a coffee shop, but that had meant that he wasn't quite himself either.

"So what is it you do. I mean? For living? Or are you in school? I'm still going to school, by I'm aiming to be a police officer once I graduate."

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Date: 2021-10-14 05:36 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
"Uh, wait isn't that a big deal?" Wait why wasn't he told that this was someone like that? Deuce wasn't the most well versed in something like classical music, but even he had heard of that. "That's amazing! Is it hard?" What he frowned because now he sounded like a little kid. "I mean, I don't know much about music, but that sounds like a lot of work..."

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Date: 2021-10-15 12:35 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
"Eight hours, every day?" He's a bit wide eyed at that. Still impressed. "That's amazing. Though I guess it might not leave too much time for hobbies."

Granted, he was pretty busy too. He hadn't been the best student back in middle school, partially through natural learning problems that were compounded by horrible attitude problems. He'd started to turn around in High School, but even now in college it was still a struggle for him.

"Though... I'd like to hear you play sometime. I mean, if that's not getting too ahead of myself." Maybe this was a future opening? Possibly.

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Date: 2021-10-15 02:39 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
"Really? I wouldn't want to impose, but..." He's never been to anything like an Orchestra before. It's always sounded too fancy. But he can make an exception this time and broaden his horizons. "I'd gladly accept."

He thought about the mention of a pack. "That must be lonely. I haven't seen mine in a while either, but we don't have an ocean separating us either..." Everyone's been so busy lately that it's been hard to make time. And maybe that was why Deuce had such high hopes for this date. "...are you planning on going back to them one day? Your pack I mean?"

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Date: 2021-10-16 01:24 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
Well now he had another excuse to keep talking with this guy at least. Even if they weren't compatible as romantic partners, maybe friends would be nice.

"Ah yeah, I think that sort of thing is important too. Raising them in a pack I mean. I never really had that growing up, but I'd like to... I mean, for my children. Help them grow up right." Not that his mother hadn't done her best on her own, but he sometimes wondered if things might have been different for him. He takes another sip of his coffee.

"Do you drive or anything like that? I have a motorcycle myself..." He tries not to sound overly enthusiastic, because he knows he gets a little too passionate about the subject. Still he can't help but be hopeful.

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Date: 2021-10-17 12:43 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
"Big, mean, scary guy?" He laughed a lot at that. Well once upon a time he had been kind of a scary guy. Sometimes could still be if he was sufficiently rile up. But that wasn't first date material either.

"I'm just an enthusiast. Always have been since I was a boy. I used to think everyone was." Until he was told it wasn't. "Maybe... sometime I could show you mine. I mean... maybe?" Let's not be too presumptuous here! But still he can't hide a sparkle in his eye, almost like a little kid eager to show off.

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Date: 2021-10-18 12:23 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
"Gangs?" Oh that sounded really cool. But somehow he managed to keep himself from blurting that out. He's left that behind! Don't make a bad impression, dumbass.

"...yeah you can. I have an extra helmet in case someone wants to ride with me. It's easy. Maybe I could even teach you how to ride." and then he blinked. "No pressure though!" HE was still nervous, but it was more of giddy nervousness than being afraid right now. Something about this guy was relaxing.

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Date: 2021-10-20 12:58 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
"Delinquents" That still hit's a bit too close to home even if sounds like there's a lot less violence. "I guess there are those types everywhere!" He chuckles a little trying to to be nervous or suspicious and just latches onto the safer subject.

"It is fun! There's nothing more thrilling than going as fast as possible down an empty stretch of road," he nodded as if this was just natural, common sense. "You really don't drive though? At all? I mean it's never too late to learn. Though a ride will let you know if you like it at least."

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Date: 2021-10-22 09:52 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] majimekun
"Ah, driving's good too. I don't have a car right now though, but sometimes I've driven one for a few part time jobs or my Mom's for errands. It's not too hard. You just have to be good at paying attention."

So says the natural space case. "Though I guess, I'd ask, do you have any hobbies like that? Driving or riding or something similar? Outside the music?" At least Deuce doesn't' feel like he's just desperately making small talk right now.